My Apologies

Dear Blog Readers,
The other day I posted a rather bleak entry that more than likely worried a few of you. I would like to apologize for my outburst in my moment of despair, and assure you all that I am doing alright, (and that I am not suicidal). I think it was more of a plea for attention than anything else.
Honestly, some things are still rough, but I have been seeing many more happy days than sad ones lately. I've signed up to see a counselor and also a nutritionist, so I will be getting some outside help very soon. Inside, my heart is finally softening to let God in again. Though it may be hard, I know I can hope in him, and I do believe he has plans for me, to give me "a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11)
I've been doing well at work, and loving playing Clair de Lune on the piano, which I found in my awesome new piano book. I haven't been able to see my friends very often because we are all so busy, but I will mention that Dan and I have been hanging out sometimes lately, just as friends, which is very nice, becasue besides being my love, he was my best friend as well, and a friendship like that is sorely missed when it is gone.
I haven't been dancing. I realized that I can't dance or thing about returning to the dance world without my ED flaring up again, and I can't handle that right now. So after a rather abrupt exit, I have been considering where else I would like to take my life, thinking definately of going to college soon. More on that later. :)
I hope you all have a blessed day.