Rediscovering Loneliness

Dan and I have broken up again. For those of you who didn't know that we were back together, it happened. It shouldn't have. It's over now.
Funny how feelings stick with you long after things are "over". Rediscovering loneliness hurts.

I gave up Dan because I wanted be closer to God. I wanted to be right with God. I guess I didn't expect that to take a while. Should it? A timeless God can forgive and forget in less than a moment. Why can't I?

I'm trying to reconnect myself with the world. I was embarrassed to talk to almost everyone because I knew that my actions didn't deserve approval. I'm sorry to you all for that.

I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas.